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Rachel thought she was grown up enough to accept that no one is perfect. Her parents argue, her grandmother has been acting strangely, and her best friend doesn't want to talk to her. But none of that could have prepared her for what she overheard in her synagogue's sanctuary.

Now Rachel's trust in the people she loves is shattered, and her newfound cynicism leads to reckless rebellion. Her friends and family hardly recognize her, and worse, she can hardly recognize herself. But how can the adults in her life lecture her about acting with kavanah, intention, when they are constantly making such horribly wrong decisions themselves? This is a witty, honest account of navigating the daunting line between losing innocence and entering adulthood--all while figuring out who you really want to be.

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    • Publisher's Weekly

      June 25, 2012
      This witty but unsettling coming-of-age story from National Book Award–
      finalist Heiligman (Charles and Emma) traces 15-year-old Rachel Greenberg’s fall from innocence after a series of betrayals leaves her angry and confused. Rachel’s life is in upheaval: her parents’ once-solid marriage is dissolving and her best friend is experimenting with drugs and sex. But Rachel is hit hardest when she catches her hero, Rabbi Cohn, having sex in the sanctuary with a young bride-to-be. Feeling like she has no one to turn to, Rachel enters a downward spiral of her own. She begins a tentative romance with a childhood friend, but she isn’t fully able to sort matters out until she starts focusing on tikkun olam, the concept of repairing a damaged world. Although the onslaught of disasters that pile up for Rachel get to be a bit much, and her final confrontation with the rabbi comes off as slightly artificial, Heiligman nails Rachel’s reeling emotions as she tries to restore her faith and find answers and redemption. Ages 14–up. Agent: Ken Wright, Writers House.

    • Kirkus

      June 15, 2012
      Shockingly, Rachel overhears her rabbi having sex in the sanctuary of her synagogue before confirmation class. Unnerved and sickened, she doesn't know whom to tell. Recognition that a man she's always admired and trusted is imperfect, along with tension in her parents' marriage and an impossibly wide chasm between herself and her friend Alexis, make Rachel's moral compass spin out of control. She lets the rabbi's bad-boy son, Adam, talk her into losing her "pot virginity." Her lifelong friend and current crush, Jake, saves her from making a spectacle of herself. Heiligman's ear for teen dialogue and situational humor is particularly keen here, as Rachel goes from thinking she's not stoned to a declaration that "pot = truth serum." When Rachel starts shoplifting with Alexis, Jake suggests that she follow Rabbi Cohn's advice and atone for her transgressions. "Rabbi Cohn? Fuck Rabbi Cohn! Jake! I heard him screwing someone on the bima. He's a terrible person!" Rachel's path to understanding what it means to act with intention winds through a brief stint as a tutor to a special needs boy, past revelations about her parents, and finally to forgiveness. Lessons learned, the plot wraps up a little too neatly. The story is framed by the adult Rachel looking back on the events. A modestly daring coming-of-age tale with a (presumably) unintentionally preachy tone. (Fiction. 14 & up)

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    • School Library Journal

      October 1, 2012

      Gr 9 Up-After discovering her beloved rabbi having sex in the temple with a young woman who isn't his wife, Rachel, 16, begins to question her faith. At the same time, a budding romance with Jake is threatened by her confusing relationship with bad-boy Adam, who happens to be the rabbi's son; her relationship with her best friend, Alexis, is falling apart; her parents' marriage is unraveling; and her grandmother's health is rapidly failing. As a result of mounting pressure, Rachel shatters her "good girl" image. On a shopping trip, she drops items into Alexis's bag and lets her friend take the fall for shoplifting. In the aftermath, Rachel realizes that she must tell the truth. The theme of taking responsibility for one's self is prevalent throughout the novel, yet subtle enough not to put off teens. Another valuable lesson to be gleaned is that people are imperfect. Heiligman's concise sentences coupled with realistic teen dialogue, humor, emotional highs and lows, and risky behavior (there are a few scenes involving sexual behavior and drug use) make this a fast-moving and engaging read. Although Yiddish/Hebrew terms appear throughout, readers can easily follow the plot without prior understanding of them.-Nicole Knott, Watertown High School, CT

      Copyright 2012 School Library Journal, LLC Used with permission.

    • Booklist

      Starred review from August 1, 2012
      Grades 9-12 *Starred Review* Running from her parents' constant fighting, Rachel, 15, thinks of asking her kind rabbi for his help. When she gets to the synagogue, though, she overhears him having sex with someone in the bimah sanctuary. Is the rabbi with someone she knows? Rachel enjoys kissing her boyfriend, Jake, but she is not yet ready to go all the wayunlike her one-time best friend, Alexis, who betrays Rachel with Jake and then is glad to tell Rachel, who gets revenge with a horrible trick. Can Rachel ever make it right? The fast-moving, powerful narrative in Rachel's present-tense voice will easily draw teens, not only with its dark drama but also with the spot-on teen banter (when Rachel's hair isn't frizzy for her date, she jokes, Maybe there really is a God ) and wry viewpoint (when the rabbi speaks to Rachel's class, all she reports back is blah blah . . . for a full page of the book). Rooted in the story, the climactic comment is unforgettable: What if the person you respect the most disappoints you beyond belief? What if that person is you? Readers will want to share this novel from the author of the Printz Honor Book and National Book Award finalist, Charles and Emma (2009).(Reprinted with permission of Booklist, copyright 2012, American Library Association.)

    • The Horn Book

      January 1, 2013
      When Rachel overhears her beloved rabbi having illicit sex, it's another huge disillusionment in her life: her grandmother is ailing, her parents are fighting, her best friend isnt speaking to her, and she doesnt know what to do with the boy she likes. There's a lot going on, but Heiligman pulls it all together for an intense read.

      (Copyright 2013 by The Horn Book, Incorporated, Boston. All rights reserved.)

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  • ATOS Level:3.5
  • Lexile® Measure:560
  • Interest Level:9-12(UG)
  • Text Difficulty:2

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